I have already reflected pages and pages on everything that has been going on inside me since energetic manifestation and right now I have to cry, cry, cry again because I feel so deeply touched - I can't do anything about it - the tears just flow. It is very liberating. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! I finally feel myself again. After the heart meditation I had a dream in which I felt a moment of fear again but suddenly I recognized a miracle - it was not at all as I had thought or even feared! No, happiness came! Vibrancy and joy! For various reasons, I hadn't been able to live like this before, but it was something I deeply longed for (and probably everyone else too ;). Finally, all the accumulated knowledge from the many books, courses and self-awareness experiences over the years are falling into place. Until now, I just couldn't bring it into life for myself and I didn't even really realize it. I lived for others and forgot myself in the process. That I too am important and valuable. That I can share in the beauty and abundance of this world! That life can bring joy! It gives me so much courage! I can also go for myself! I have also become aware of a space of faith that I don't know how I would have found out about! When Yann spoke about sharing with each other, the following sentence suddenly came out of nowhere: "I don't need any connections!" I was speechless. After all, my life has always been about connections and I am perceived as open and warm and I feel that way myself. But I realized that this sentence was a reaction to many deep disappointments in my life and was meant to protect me. I suddenly realized what kind of connections I want to live! Nourishing connections of the heart. So there is so much more flowing through me. It's as if some floodgates have been opened and I can now flow with confidence. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
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